Stu In Progress » Uncategorized http://www.stu-in-progress.com We are all at various stages of development. Mon, 23 Jan 2012 23:07:07 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.2.1 © stuart@stuartmathews.com () stuart@stuartmathews.com() We are all at various stages of the same development. stuart@stuartmathews.com No no http://blog.stuartmathews.com/wp-content/plugins/podpress/images/powered_by_podpress.jpg Stu In Progress http://www.stu-in-progress.com 144 144 Nothing matters http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2011/02/nothing-matters/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2011/02/nothing-matters/#comments Mon, 21 Feb 2011 18:21:50 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2011/02/nothing-matters/ The more I wonder, the more I dream, the more I become saddened if hereafter there is nothing, for then nothing really matters, there is no point over and above us that exists in the universe.

Are we merely a function, a result in a algorithm?

If so, how pointless and sad we are.

I don’t want this but can I stop it?

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2011/02/nothing-matters/feed/ 0 pregnancy http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/11/pregnancy/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/11/pregnancy/#comments Mon, 15 Nov 2010 08:37:05 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/11/pregnancy/ Pregnancy is perhaps one of the most wonderful things that can be. It truly is a miraculous thing. Pregnancy manifests itself as different things but all a concoction of concentration : Love, Protection, Beauty, Faith, Fear and it’s the endurance of ones character to see them through.

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/11/pregnancy/feed/ 0 leaving behind http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/10/leaving-behind/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/10/leaving-behind/#comments Sat, 02 Oct 2010 14:11:35 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/10/leaving-behind/ i am leaving behind the faith that kept me going on, I see that their is no one to blame it on. weaving through the mix is my mind. looking over my shoulder as I leave – everything looks peaceful. cities collapse, faces stay to haunt me, feeling are watered down by flowing thoughts

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/10/leaving-behind/feed/ 0 I hate people http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/09/i-hate-people/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/09/i-hate-people/#comments Thu, 23 Sep 2010 12:39:29 +0000 admin http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/09/i-hate-people/ I hate people. Generally.

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/09/i-hate-people/feed/ 0 Everything is changing http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/everything-is-changing/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/everything-is-changing/#comments Fri, 30 Jul 2010 14:27:12 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/everything-is-changing/ I’m questioning what I really want to do with my life at the moment. I’m questioning what I want from my life. I’m questioning what is essential, what will make me happy. I’m thinking about making a mark, about changing everything.

You must have a thought like this at some point in your life. The real question is I think. how afraid are you to do something?

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/everything-is-changing/feed/ 0 I’m your maker http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/fear-me/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/fear-me/#comments Thu, 15 Jul 2010 23:11:18 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/?p=784 Beneath the skin,  my soul vibrates with combined intensity of a thousand chanting  thoughts – standing together shoulder by shoulder.  Possessed, my thoughts look above to me as I gaze across. I am Master. I am King. I am everything. I own it all. I stand strong, I care for nothing, I am strong, the most fierce  entity known. I have no equal. I am  Omega. My high feeds me -I feel my force, travel from me, gather around me like a furious swarm.  I am here.  Fear me. I dare you.

]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/07/fear-me/feed/ 0 What’s important? http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/06/whats-important/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/06/whats-important/#comments Wed, 16 Jun 2010 07:50:52 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/06/whats-important/ What is it to have a full life? is it to enjoy the present, each moment at a time or is it to experiance as much as possible in life?

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]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/06/whats-important/feed/ 0 Whats worse http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/05/whats-worse/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/05/whats-worse/#comments Mon, 03 May 2010 12:43:14 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/05/whats-worse/ What’s worse, is it the thought of failure in life, lost love, no love or no life? Sometimes I think the worst thing in this world is hating oneself, because with that as ones motivation and emotion and self realization being the most powerful things in life – one can really mess things up.

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]]> http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/05/worry/feed/ 0 Leaving http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/04/leaving/ http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/04/leaving/#comments Thu, 29 Apr 2010 15:10:33 +0000 stumathews http://www.stu-in-progress.com/2010/04/leaving/ What hurts the most is leaving people behind.

How I feel infected by this need to do so – pretending that it must be so and I believe it.

Maybe somehow I’ll find out what it means to keep things,

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