Sometimes I wonder about why things are difficult. Why i don’t tend to do so well.

Sometimes i think that i’m on my own, and everything will have to be done alone, by myself.

truthfully, I’m always been alone, somehow i seem to forget everyone else.

but sometimes i get bored with myself – its never been like this before – my destiny seems unsure.

and i’m here thinking about this and i dont know what to do.

will it become clear, will i know what to do.

or am i lost forever.

You can add your own…

Stu

Besides the world, the people that look at me – is there anything out there that will complete me? What are these thoughts in my mind, so profound that they squeeze my mind to breath. I need something to manage these dreams these unescapable themes – misguided rogue wolf in the night, flies wayside – beside me as i run into the darkness, someone find me – release me from this state of mind – take me and choke the filth from my veins. Run run run run, without fight encounter me, wonder why you stare – is it because I’m ugly, foul beast – why can they make you so beautiful and why do they curse me so, why tell me why – please, when will you say something to me – I’m almost awakenow, life remains the same – please take me before I wake – to that place  where we used to be – where you see me, where you know me.

is that place still there – when I wake – life will be my hell – no matter the time of day I’ll think of you, of my hand around our wrist, feeling you alive with me alone together without a soul to bother us… Close my eyes so that I an be with you again, take me daylight hours and reveerse them. I don’t want anything else but this.

so  i leave these thoughts with you